Maybe I Was Wrong

I was hoping that when I go to school that Friday it would be just… you can call it a day. It would be just like business-as-usual. It would be boring. But I was wrong. In fact it’s even better than the usual school days. I had a good time fixing and decorating the classroom with two of my classmates. We talk and laugh together. Also jokes, of course. But there’s that moment that kind of excite things more. It is when I saw the new logo outside our school. I was mesmerized. I thought, “finally I felt like I’m really studying at a great school.” The new sets of uniforms also sparks something inside me. It made me look forward to going to school. It lets me feel more excited. But I also won’t forget that time when we watch one student playing “Outlast” which is a suspense and kind of horror game. I won’t forget it because when the character go inside of a locker because it needs to hide from the cannibal-like man I thought the game was over already. Then when the character go outside the cannibal man was there. So we screamed like a sissy girl. I never thought that would happen. By the way we were being recorded that time. So that screaming part I think would be posted on Facebook. It’s possible but I hope not. The food is also great. I like it. My day is so complete I didn’t even notice that the time is running. But one of the best part of it is that, you helped the teachers. We know that they’re busy doing things for the school, so helping them out is an honor. After school I with my two classmates go to McDonald’s. It’s very rare to go out and eat with my classmates, especially with them. So I realized that eating out with friends is very fun. I go home wearing a smile on my face and a story to share.

Selected Few

Friday, there’s suppose to be no classes. A day for me to rest and relax. But my plan was crushed when the teachers said that I need to go to school on Friday. The worse thing is that I also need to go on the Saturday. Only a selected group is required to come and obviously I’m one of them. We were invited to help the teacher in preparation for the event on Saturday. I’m not really against it. It’s just that I was thinking of doing something else on those days rather than studying. The good thing is that they gave us free ticket for a one-course learning experience which, for me, is expensive. It’s 800 pesos, a good amount for gimmick or whatever. But because of that I’m  looking forward for the event.

Stressed

I feel so stressed this past few days. We had so much things to do. Like home works, long tests and projects. I don’t get enough sleep. To be honest I don’t get enough sleep because I always watch anime. I stay up late just for that but sometimes I also play games. Actually I’m not in a good condition to be blogging right now. My mind is floating somewhere. It won’t cooperate with me. Because of that, that’s all for today. 

Zelda

Finally, once again I can play my favorite game, Zelda. It’s been a long time since I played this game. I used to play this in my GameCube but it was robbed at our house in Bulacan. Actually it broke my heart when I heard that it was gone. Good thing I able to play the game again thanks to Harvey. He taught me how to put a game in my iPad. Unfortunately it didn’t work in my iPad so I tried to download it again but this time in my laptop. Luckily I was able to make it work thanks to the person who make a video in YouTube. The only thing that’s hindering me now is that the game is quite a lag. Maybe because the graphics is too high that even Intel core i5 + NVIDIA GEFORCE  can’t make it. But still, having a chance to play the game again is a blessing. 

Kagerou Days

I like this song. It has a sad story which reminds me of some anime. The song started at around 12:30 on August 5 when a boy talked to a girl with a cat because he has nothing to do. But after some time the cat runs away so the girl chased it. But when she crossed the street she was hit by a truck before the stop light turns red. The boy saw what happened and the heat haze reminded him that it was not a joke. But suddenly he woke up in his bed as if like it was all a dream. So on the “same day” he talked to that same girl with a cat at the same park. The cat runs away and the girl chased it but before she even got close to the street the boy stopped him. On their way home the boy though that it’s done. He save the girl. But suddenly the people around him are all looking up. A falling metal pole pierced through the girl. Then again the heat haze reminded him that it was not a joke. It’s been repeating for ten years. One darkened world after another. He noticed that that kind of ending  has only one ending and that is one of them should die. So once again the same scenario happened but this time the boy pushed the girl back trying to save her but as exchange he died. In the end the boy didn’t know that the girl has been protecting him ever since by letting herself die instead but for the last time it didn’t work. So I think they’re suffering from the same thing since the start. Fate has been very cruel to them.

Audition

Last Wednesday we had our audition for “Snow in Midsummer” play. I choose to be the doctor named Doctor Lu. I was forced to do acting. It was not my gifting but I have to do it for the grade. So for the sake of passing, I tried to do what I can. Actually it was hard for me because it was in English and I know for a fact that I cannot speak in straight English. While acting I swapped some words and do inappropriate gestures and facial expressions. Also I forgot to do my “cool moves” because I’m so tensed. At that time I had a feeling that I won’t make it. Luckily my predictions were correct. I’m not the one who will be doing the play which actually made me happy. No more memorizing for me. But unfortunately my grade for that will not be that high.

Break

Our semester break is nearing it’s end. It’s kind of short. All I did is play games, do my homework and of course watch anime. Games, I have three different characters: Level 7, 10 and 18. I spent 6/11 days of my break playing this game. The was kind of addicting but not much as I’m addicted to anime. Homework, well I finished doing my music, the composition, but as I said before I’m not satisfied with my work. After all, as my classmates call me, I’m “Perfectionist.”  I still don’t know the right words and the right chords for my composition. I’m still looking for inspiration. Wait those lines are perfect! “I still don’t know the right words and the right chords for my composition. I’m still looking for inspiration” or maybe not. Anime, the semester break I watched anime. Except for November 1 because we’re at the cemetery. I already finished 3 anime and today is the 4th. I don’t have time to waste so that’s it for today. I’m going to watch anime already. Bye!

November’s Ghost

We visit the cemetery where my lolo is buried. We always go there every 1st of November but I never get used to it. It’s just you can’t do much there. We don’t have internet there so what’s the use of bringing gadgets? Also the only gadget that I can play with is my iPad but unfortunately it’s not with me. The school confiscated all of our iPads that’s why my day there was kind of boring. My only entertainment there is food. From 3pm-7pm all I do is eat and eat. I hope next November I can bring my iPad so that it won’t be that boring.

Creating Lyrics

On my previous blog I blogged about a song that I composed. Now it’s also about a song I composed. My first song was kind of corny so I tried to make a new one. I took me almost my whole semester break just to compose a new one. I listened to many songs just to get an idea on what to write.

This is the new song that I composed:

Verse:

I can’t sleep tonight
Thinking all about you 
It is all your fault
For making me fall for you

Refrain:

My ears are burning red… ohh…

Chorus:

My first love was you,
It was you
I will give you all my love
At that time when our eyes crossed each other…
Ahh the feels

My first love was you,
It was you 
I will give you all my love
Though I really don’t know what love is, It must be
Fate to be in love with you

Verse: 

It’s weird to feel this way
I don’t know what to do
Like my heart is going to burst
Tell me, is it a good thing?

Refrain:

My ears are burning red… ohh…

Chorus:

My first love was you,
It was you
I will give you all my love
At that time when our eyes crossed each other…
Ahh the feels

My first love was you,
It was you 
I will give you all my love
Though I really don’t know what love is, It must be
Fate to be in love with you…

with you… with you… it’s you…

*Actually I’m planning to make new one because I kind of not satisfied. But for now this would do.

Unexpected

Someone used one of my blog in his/her blog. I don’t know what for. I don’t know how did he/she know about my blog. Maybe he/she Googled something and my blog appeared. When I visit his/her blog I saw, I think it’s a lyrics of a song. I’m not sure. Also in the related articles, there’s mine and many other blogs. It looks like all of the blogs there are love song or rather about love. Anyways, should I be grateful or not? Should I accept it or not? I don’t know.

Also this is his/her blog:
greatpoetrymhf.wordpress.com/2013/10/18/the-love-…
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