I don’t really have time to do blogs these days or rather I don’t feel like blogging right now. I’m so stressed because of the heavy workload in school. After helping out in the event last week, we had many tests in school. Also right now we’re helping out in launching the clubs in school. We are also busy doing our projects. Just thinking about all those stuff makes my head hurts. Oh I almost forgot, final exams are coming. I wonder how will I review because I don’t have notes. I don’t take notes because it’s much easier and more practical to listen and understand than writing and not understanding. But the problem is that I forgot the lessons already. So notes are quite necessary. Anyways I’m tired already so that’s it for today.
Official clubs will be launching this Friday and we are the ones who will be helping out in setting up the booths. Unfortunately the group where I was in still don’t know what to do up to now. We were suppose to be making the Arts club booth very attractive since it’s arts. Actually we had a very clever idea but it won’t be very practical considering the size of the booth and the time we have. So we tried to remake everything from scratch. But still we don’t have any idea on how will we make it. Also just this morning I had an idea for the club but I have to scrap it because I moved to a different club but I will still be helping out the arts club. At least up to Friday. Actually I joined the Photography club because my friend moved there from Arts club. So if I stayed in the Arts club I only know one girl on that club which is my batch-mate. But if I joined the Photography club it’s like we’re a gang because we’re six boys there from the batch. Well I kind of like photography. I like it when I took an epic shot. It’s not totally a forced deal. But if I were to choose between Arts and Photography I would prefer Arts. It’s just that… aahhh! I don’t know what to do anymore. I want Arts but at the same time I don’t. In short I want Arts but I don’t want to be alone. Actually I’m the type of person who is easily feels shy in front of others. I kind of don’t like people seeing me but I like being praised or commended. Selfish, right? But seriously speaking, I don’t like working in front of a crowd. I feel insecure. Pardon me my thoughts are kind of messed up right now because of what happened awhile ago. Anyway, I’ll just sign up for Arts club next year. I hope not so many people would join because I just don’t like it.
Last Saturday I was in school to help out for the event that same day. First thing I did is that to check out the classroom that I was assigned to. I checked if the designs that we put up were still intact. Unfortunately there were some damages/changes from what we did the day before. So I tried to fix it but I don’t have the materials anymore so I tried to improvise. Also the doorknobs of both doors are still broken. After fixing or rather checking the room I go straight to the room where we should stand by. Then the event started. I ushered for a very short time. I think only about 5 minutes of ushering. It’s because we(with my classmate) were called by a teacher. He said that if we’re not doing anything we should take a free class about iBooks because the audience is too few and it’s a shame for the speaker. It’s suppose to be 800 pesos per class but we were given an opportunity to have it for free, so why not take it? Without a second thought we accepted the request. After that class we ate lunch. Then after class I had another free class because I’m part of the student assistant. All student assistant were given the Gift of Learning Card which means we can pick one of any class for free. So in short I had 2 free classes which is supposedly 1800 pesos. I was kind of lucky that time. Blessed.
I was hoping that when I go to school that Friday it would be just… you can call it a day. It would be just like business-as-usual. It would be boring. But I was wrong. In fact it’s even better than the usual school days. I had a good time fixing and decorating the classroom with two of my classmates. We talk and laugh together. Also jokes, of course. But there’s that moment that kind of excite things more. It is when I saw the new logo outside our school. I was mesmerized. I thought, “finally I felt like I’m really studying at a great school.” The new sets of uniforms also sparks something inside me. It made me look forward to going to school. It lets me feel more excited. But I also won’t forget that time when we watch one student playing “Outlast” which is a suspense and kind of horror game. I won’t forget it because when the character go inside of a locker because it needs to hide from the cannibal-like man I thought the game was over already. Then when the character go outside the cannibal man was there. So we screamed like a sissy girl. I never thought that would happen. By the way we were being recorded that time. So that screaming part I think would be posted on Facebook. It’s possible but I hope not. The food is also great. I like it. My day is so complete I didn’t even notice that the time is running. But one of the best part of it is that, you helped the teachers. We know that they’re busy doing things for the school, so helping them out is an honor. After school I with my two classmates go to McDonald’s. It’s very rare to go out and eat with my classmates, especially with them. So I realized that eating out with friends is very fun. I go home wearing a smile on my face and a story to share.
Friday, there’s suppose to be no classes. A day for me to rest and relax. But my plan was crushed when the teachers said that I need to go to school on Friday. The worse thing is that I also need to go on the Saturday. Only a selected group is required to come and obviously I’m one of them. We were invited to help the teacher in preparation for the event on Saturday. I’m not really against it. It’s just that I was thinking of doing something else on those days rather than studying. The good thing is that they gave us free ticket for a one-course learning experience which, for me, is expensive. It’s 800 pesos, a good amount for gimmick or whatever. But because of that I’m looking forward for the event.
I feel so stressed this past few days. We had so much things to do. Like home works, long tests and projects. I don’t get enough sleep. To be honest I don’t get enough sleep because I always watch anime. I stay up late just for that but sometimes I also play games. Actually I’m not in a good condition to be blogging right now. My mind is floating somewhere. It won’t cooperate with me. Because of that, that’s all for today.
Finally, once again I can play my favorite game, Zelda. It’s been a long time since I played this game. I used to play this in my GameCube but it was robbed at our house in Bulacan. Actually it broke my heart when I heard that it was gone. Good thing I able to play the game again thanks to Harvey. He taught me how to put a game in my iPad. Unfortunately it didn’t work in my iPad so I tried to download it again but this time in my laptop. Luckily I was able to make it work thanks to the person who make a video in YouTube. The only thing that’s hindering me now is that the game is quite a lag. Maybe because the graphics is too high that even Intel core i5 + NVIDIA GEFORCE can’t make it. But still, having a chance to play the game again is a blessing.